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Its been a fucking long time. Whats going on livejournal? I'm not even gonna go into reviewing the past year because that would just be impossible. Pretty much there was a lot of impaired moments. thats putting it in simplist terms.
THIS IS THE BEATEST FUCKING WINTER BREAK EVER! there is nothing to do, so no one goes out. oh by no one I mean me. cool. Last winter break was amazing, Wailers, parties and crazy all nighters every night. it was amazing. I cant wait till College, because OM is the beatest fucking place in the world. alright I'm done.
ID on Friday
New Years with Kelly and Chris on Saturday.
of coarse
but I dont mind being with just those 2 because even though their a couple
I normally get included;)
alright the end.
probably the last time here.
goodbye
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[25 Jan 2005|07:22pm] |
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I have decided to update my journal! everyone celebrate. party time! so that last entry is kinda silly to me. that was the night that... hmmm just kidding i cant really post about taht, but lets just say everyone ended up back at my house and fun sleepovers. hmm long time ago, anyways. i dont really know what to say or where to start. lets do big event in the last few months:
the dipping of the V, many parties and parentless weekends, homecoming*, winter break, tripps, many drunken nights, many lonng scenic drives ::wink::, many schooless days, car accidents with mary and trees... hmm well just to name a few.
Lets just say its been a very interesting school year. one unlike any other. Owings Mills, what can i say about it? Nothing like Grier. First off, male specimens can make school kinda interesting, it had been a while. let me say this... it is soo easy to bullshit your way out of almost anything in that school. Its also easy to get sidetracked and not do shit. oops.
well today: my first full day of school in a very long time.
Heidi came back today... haha sadie hawkins (good times) that made me so happy in first period, until Robyn did everyones job except HERS, so i had to do it.
second period: Mrs. Zimmerman said i can be her aid
third: popcorn lab
fourth: not shit
fifth: new english teacher... not doing anything
sixth: I STAYED AWAKE AND ANSWERED QUESTIONS!!! BOO-YYAH!
seventh: Gersh and i had fun time in our new class for the semester that we both are leaving to be aides. I think if we both become aides there are going to be many leave school and blaze times.
today mrs. zimmerman told me that apparently someone slipped my name in the locker for a drug problem... sketch??!?
chilled at marys after school for like 3 hours of fun playtime where we both renewed some old journal memories thus- the creatation of this entry.
Parents dip tomorrow. WOOT. i hope they leave me money for blizzy time.
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[24 Aug 2004|09:00pm] |
just got back from the beach. i was supposed to come home saturday but i got bored and left with my brother, which i still havent decided was a good idea or not. Sunday i just chilled with the parentals all day. Then i remembered that my friend Leah from Grier lived in bethany. So i checked my phone book and her number was there. SWEEET. gave her a call. The thing about leah is though that she is crazy, loud and obnoixous!!! She is 17, 6 feet tall and just a beast. I mean shes so much fun it just takes so much energy. I figured fuck it and pump it up. I met up with her at the massive totem pole in Bethany Beach and we went back to her house. Then went to the food market and got; lunchables, cheetos, sun chips, ice cream, soda, mike and ikes and some other stuff. Then we got back to her hosue and watched New York Minute the horrible marykate and ashely movie. what a horrible movie. anyways...
woke up and chilled and went to the beach and then at 6:30 met my brother at the totem. he was on his way to rehoboth from ocean city. so we went out to dinner. monica came with him. then afterdinner at the cultured pearl (mmmmmmmmm tasty) we went back to the apartment and i got my stuff and i went back with greg and monica to wendys apartment in Ocean City. As soon as we to Wendys we starting drinking. Jodi and Jason were on their way. And my brother saw some kids on their balcony and invited them over casually.. and they actually came which he wasnt expecting. So they came a knockin. One was 22 and the other was 17. They were brothers. They were chill. Around 2:30 went for a walk on the beach. Then came back and the 17 year old was smiling at me and so i got up and went to bed.
yeah. then i decided when i woke up i wanted to go home. So after i got in from the beach at 1pm. eveyrone was packing and leaving. we dipped and went down to first and got popcorn and gyros with jodi and jason. then we dipped back to rehoboth. i packed my shit up then my brother and i went down to the beach for a bit with the rents and after a bit went back up and left. now im home. woot. summer is almost over.
going to some party off ridge road. sorry i didnt feel like typing all interesting again because im too lazy for this damn journal. i think this is probably gonna be my last entry for a while. peace.
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Summer is almost over. School starts a week from Tuesday. Im sooo nervous. Oh yeah... I got my transfer to Owings Mills. I havent updated in a while and alot has happened.
Camp ended last thursday. Kinda sad, kinda releaved and I was also soo pumped for NYC that i didnt mind.
Last friday i left for NYC. Met Cole outside of Penn Station and had the best week I've had all summer and probably one of the best times in my life. I met so many amazing people. They were nice and giving and they all had their own personalities.
Friday- went uptown to meet Jack and Ray. Met Leah. Alex CAME!!!! went to riverside park.
then went to a party on the east side which was kinda beat. So we left. Then we went to the house that was huge. 5 levels of huge high ceilings crazy big house. Thats pretty much where i met Deyan, Jesse, Kate, Eric, Flip (haha) Koichi, Kori, and a bunch of other people.
Saturday- Underwear Party in Brooklyn. Only 5 people were in their underwear and we were none of them. Danced in the rain and heard the best 80's mix ive ever heard in my life.
Sunday- chilled at riverside. always good times at riverside.
Monday- Stayed downtown and met gabe. went to lawrences. borred. then went uptown to jakes.
Tuesday- The ABSOLUTE beST night that i had. So much fun on the roof with Jesse and Deyan. Then chilled downstairs for a bit. with matt and sarah and jimmmy and hannah and everone. wnet back upstairs to the roof with jesse, deyan, eric, justin (?) POOP CREW REPRESENT!!!! and some other people.
Justin, Jesse, Deyan and Me are all members of the poop crew and with our powers combined i have no ide what happens... but it was amazing.
Wednesday- shopping. tortillinis. uptown with jack, ray, jesse, and deyan- ghetto deli to riverside. Chilled there for a while. I had to pee so bad and i finally did after like 3 tries in the park. one was somewhat painful for my butt... said goodbye to eveyrone then went to jakes because jack didnt answer his phone after he left. Chilled outside of jakes then fell asleep at his house till about 5 am when i woke up and we dipped. got home really late.... then spilled lots of water.. made a bunch of noise.
thurday- woke up after about 6 hours of sleep and met up with deyan for lunch. then hannah came over and we went to the station. I wanted to go see jack, jakes, jesses and koichi's band practice but we didnt have time.
I had such an amazing week. It was soo great to finally see nicole again. and alex even tho it was only an hour. I miss them both so much i dont know waht im gonna do without them this year. I learn so much form both of them and uhhh they are my best friends. I and love Coles friends soo much. Hopefully i'll be visiting heragain reall soon. And at school. jesse and deyan said they'd come to grier and i would go to the same weekend that would be awesome.
had a good day. woke up really early and went downtown for the doctors appt that i couldnt even have. came home. went to the movies with mary. met some people who go to om. went out with jackie and alix then went back to marys and met her camp friends.
tired now. laundry then bed then BEACH TOMRRROW!!!
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[01 Aug 2004|01:06pm] |
Saturday- woke up at 9:15 so i could meet Alison at her barn. When i got there we fed on the four wheeler and blah. Then she told me that one of the mares in the feild wasnt there. The gray one. So we went back up and i looked at its back. It looks like a shark took a bite out of it. Its hideous. And they cant stitch it up so we just have to water it down once or twice a day. Its fucking foul. Its all open and bloody and ewww. But yeah we gave her a bath and washed her wound. Then we did some other barn work. Al's friend Danielle came to help and the trainer came and braided Rags's mane because it needs to fall to the right.
Then around 2pm i went home and showered. 4:15 i got my eyebrows waxed. First i went the wrong way there then i didnt know they moved so i had to find there new place and yeah but i showed up sorta on time...
Came home and we were having some crizzabs. woot. i had to go to santoni's to pick up cole slaw and potato salad. then we feasted.
afterwards i talked to alix and kara. Robbie invited us to his house and so i went with them. Got to Alix's at 9:30ish. I followed them. First we met at Alix's then we went to exxon. then to some kids house, then dropped off goldberg, then to marahs and finally to robbies. yeah some crazy driving last night.
we chilled at rc's for a bit. ate premium crackers, alix drank her suburban and whatnot. then we dipped. droppped off marah. and marah told me to take a right. But alix and kara took a left. so instead of trying to find them i jsut went home. its all good.
Fell asleep around 12:30 maybe. Im not to good at that whole staying up late thing anymore. I barely ever make it to 1am.
woke up this morning at 11:40 and Al called me told me she needed help with the wounded horse again. So i drove on over and helped for a bit and now I am home.
im tired.
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[30 Jul 2004|09:39pm] |
So yeah. Tonight i went to Burger King all by my self and got me some dinner. Fridays seem to be the day where i eat shitty food. Then i came home and ate but my brother came home and we were going to the 7:35 showing of Napoleon Dynomite and it was 7:15 so i dashed and put some clothes on and we dipped. He leaves tomorrow and usually when he comes we see movies together. yeah so we dipped and got in line for tickets. he said he'd be right back and went to the line where the guys rips your tickets. I learned tonight that if you give them a 10 or 20 folded up they pretend to rip it and let you in. So if there are like 5 of you you should do that. But he said it was busy and now they got a camera on him so we went and baught tickets. We got in and sat down.
My Review- it was funny but i was expecting more. i think it would have been so much better if i was with Gina, Cole and Alex. Thats the kind of movie we would have liked to watch together.
Yeah so anyways. It ended we stoodup. The people behind us told us after the credits theres another 7 minutes but we were too lazy to wait so we left.
Pulling out i hit a curb really bad and thought i damaged my car and freaked. I let go of the wheel just opened my mouth in shock and starred at my brother. Luckily i was with him... he grabbed the wheel because the car almost went straight into another curb. I was freaking out because i thought i killed the right back end of my car. We drove for a little bit and pulled into a parking lot. He checked for me and it was fine. So i drove on. Then i got horribly painful hiccups. He told me how to make them go away. They did. By then we were home.
Yeah now I'm home. Dunno if i'll do anything else tonight, Im tired and Im getting up early to help out Al at her barn again.
Peace
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[30 Jul 2004|05:57pm] |
i want to go to the beach! i have no one to come with me tho...
i invited cole but she lives in NYC and it would be hard, she said i should come up and we go to the hamptons. I dunno. BLAHHHHHHH
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holy shit! my brothers are on their way home!! they werent supposed to be here until saturday or sunday. I am sooo excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[25 Jul 2004|01:14pm] |
i am so excited. tomorrow i am finally getting back on a horse. tomorrow will be my first riding lesson since my concusion in may. Its been way too long. Dana from work told me about her barn and recommended it. so i went there thursday and i we scheduled me a lesson. i am also excited because for maybe the 3rd time my parents are gonna see me ride. They've seen me at like 3 shows, each of which i was wearing my shitty tallboots and didnt look to fancy.
whats so amazing about where i am riding is the teacher. her name is brenda and brenda is paralyzed. she was thrown off a horse and through a wall in 91 and does everything in a wheel chair and golf cart. she baught all this land and built a barn that is accessible to her. its really inspirational.
tomorrow i'll be riding a nicky, a push button. I dont mind because tomorrow is a chance for Brenda to see me and my abilities. Her other lesson horse is Bombay. Bombay is huge and i have a thing for big horses. I am also a sucker for bays. They are my lovers. Nicky is a chestnut... those are cute too.
But anyways yeah. On thursday my dad and i drove out there and checked everything out. On the way home it started to pore like crazy and i think i ran over a snake. I starting freaking out because I've never killed anything. But then again i dont know if i ran it over or just went over it. when i looked back in my mirror it wasnt spread out like it was when i went over it. Plus i didnt feel or hear anything... if you run over snakes it makes this huge popping noise, Ali Reed ran one over on parents weekend. So yeah i think i was okay but i was pretty much in tears i felt like shit. hmm anyways no one cares.
Guess who won the tour de france for the 6th year in a row. * the first person to do 6 years* Go LANCE! woot!
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[24 Jul 2004|05:57pm] |
ohh i had so much to write about... but now everything i wanted to say has been overcome by this! this same thing, this repetition. It sad, even pathetic. It always happens!
I the girl who never gets the guy or the fling or whatever. I just want that one moment again. Its been so damn long.
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[19 Jul 2004|11:45pm] |
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tomorrow at this time i will be a lisenced driver mother fuckers!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT
hmm so tonight went to fridays with brett, david, jenna, becca, lap, brandon, emily and steph to celebrate laps 18th birthday which was friday. Lots of good times and our waitress was all about hanging with us and make us fill out these things so she can win a contest and take her kids to 6 Flags. So we all did. When the waiters came out and sang and we said happy birthday to lap they all gave us this weird look...Then we went to TCBY and ate ice cream and sat on the curb of parking spaces and wouldnt let people park there. woot. then we went back to bretts minus lap. but this time i rode with steph who doesnt torture me with musaac and lets me out of the car when it stops. it was wonderful. then we all just chillioed at bretts for a bit. watched tv on his massive screen. it was HUUUGE! we watched south park and road rules and listened to music and yeah. it was fun. steph took me home because she lives close and we wree at bretts.
Tonight will hopefully be the lsat night that i need to find a damn ride because IM GETTING MY DAMN LISENCE TOMORROW NO MATTER WHAT!!!!
WOOT
mary leaves tomorrow. sad..
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awesome weekend:)
my hand is still swolen tho, oh well at least i dont have chubby boy hands like al! haha.
ps- rearranged room tonight, looking good!
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[17 Jul 2004|12:52am] |
she was high as a kite, kite ,kite
been smoking all night, night, night
snoochies.
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[16 Jul 2004|05:19pm] |
My parents are gone. They left just left and wont be back until sunday night!!!
WOOOOOOOOT! but there are no parties. sorry.
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[14 Jul 2004|11:28pm] |
fucker. i just wrote this entry about important shit and it got deleted.
to sum it up. I am scared and confused and dont know how i am supposed to be communicagte with people. also that i hate the person i am around people or larger groups at least.
FUCK YOU live journal.
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[13 Jul 2004|11:09pm] |
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i dont know what the fuck is up with me lately. maybe its that emotional pms bullshit but i doubt it. i just feel so lonely and i want someone of my own. i feel so guilty saying this but i enjoyed sleeping with david (we slept, literally, nothig happened). it was just nice to have someone next to me. would have been better if we werent both sick and if he held me but that wouldnt ever happen. BLUSHING. good grief.
i know no one reads this so i can really write whatever i feel like.. BLAH
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[13 Jul 2004|06:18pm] |
incubus's song "i miss you" makes me so sad because i have to one to put it towards. I want someone in my life. and i kinda like some people right now but im not sure if i like them plus im confused as to which one it is that i like. is that normal or am i just retarded?
it doesnt matter though because they dont like me like me that so why bother with the thought....
anyways...
one week from right now i will be a liscensed driver.
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[11 Jul 2004|11:29pm] |
[[DESCRIBE]]
[x] The shoes you wore today: old navy flip flops
[x] Your height: 5'3
[x] Your fears: being alone
[[WHAT iS]]
[x] Your most overused phrase on aim: lol
[x] Your thoughts when you first wake up: what time is it?
[x] The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: face
[x] Your best physical feature: eyes?
[x] Your bedtime: whenver i get tired
[x] Your most missed memory:] my last couple of weeks of Grier
[[YOU PREFER]]
[x] Pepsi or coke: pepsi
] McDonald's or Burger King: BK represent
[x] Single or group dates: couldnt tell ya
[x] Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino
[x] tennis shoes or flip flops: flip flops
[x] sports or mall: sports
[x] black or white: white
[[DO YOU]]
[x] Smoke: sometimes
[x] Cuss: fuck yes
[x] Take a shower everyday: indeed
[x] Think you've been in love?: no
[x] Want to go to college: mhmm
[x] Want to get married: yeah
[x] lie: sometimes... to avoid awkward situations
[x] given someone a bath: umm no
[x] cry during a flick: mhmm
[[WOULD YOU]]
[x] bungee jump: i think so
[x] cry to get out of trouble: i've done taht
[x] cut your own hair: just a few pieces
[x] stalk anyone: not to my recolection
[x] skip school: i go to boarding school... but i have found my ways
[x] hook up w/ a friend: mhmm
[x] eat shit for a million dollars: not into that
[[iN THE PAST MONTH DiD/HAVE YOU]]
[x] Go to the mall: today actually
[x] Eaten sushi: no... but i could definitly go for some
[x] Been on stage: nah
[x] Made homemade weed: nah
[x] Dyed your hair: nah
[x] Stolen anything: coulda asked me a few months ago
[[HAVE YOU EVER]]
[x] Flown on a plane: yep
[x] Missed school because it was raining?: no
[x] Told a guy/girl that you liked them?: bad memories
[x] Cried during a Movie?: same answer as before..
[x] Ever thought an animated character was hot?: yeah.
[x] Had an imaginary friend: no
[x] Cut your hair: again... wasnt this alreayd gone over
[x] Had crush on a teacher?: nooooo
[x] Played a game that required removal of clothing?: does being drunk count?
[x] Been caught "doing something": mhmm
[x] Been called a tease: noo
[[OPPOSiTE SEX]]
[x] notice first? Physical appearance
[x] have a BF/GF? nope, never
[x] feelin anyone? sorta
[x] ever rejected sumone? oh yea
[x] how many ppl of the opposite sex is in your buddy list on AIM? enough
[x] ever been kissed? yeah
[x] Best eye color: its all good
[x] Best hair color: no preference
[x] Short or long hair: short
[x] Best height: tall
[x] Best first date location: i couldnt tell ya
[x] Best first kiss location: hmmm i got kissed in a sewer... long story
[[NUMBER OF]]
[x] Number of people I could trust with my life: 3
[x] Number of computers you have: 2
[x] Number of piercings: 3
[x] Number of tattoos: 0
[x] Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: ZEROO
[x] Number of scars on my body: too mant
[x] Number of things in my past that I regret: Oh god
[[FAVORiTES]]
[x] Shampoo: biologe MATRIC
[x] Fav Color(s): white, black, gray
[x] Day/Night: Night
[x] Summer/Winter: Summer
[x] Fave Cartoon Character: eric cartman
[x] Fave Food: sushi?
[x] Fave Movie: im a sucker for a good movie
[x] Fave sport: snowboarding, horseback riding
[x] word: hoebag
[x] ice cream flavor: cherry garcia?
[x] holiday: dunno... the month of december got me off a month of school
[x] furniture: my matress
[x] number: 8 and 18
[x] fast food: BK
[x] school subject: english
[x] animal: platapi are the shit
[x] sport to play: horseback riding
[x] sport to watch: football
[x] band: too many
[x] flower: white roses
[x] language: English.
[x] weekend activity: sleep
[x] roller coaster: hmmmm dunno
[x] store: the dollar store
[[RiGHT NOW]]
[x] Wearing: a tee shirt and boxers
[x] Drinking/eating: nada
[x] Thinking about: tomorrow
[x] track spinnin`: Stir it Up by OAR
[[iN THE LAST 24 HRS]]
[x] Cried: mhmm
[x] Worn jeans: i got me a pair today
[x] Met someone new online: nah
[x] Done laundry: nah
[x] Drove a car: mhmmm
[x] Talked on the phone: yes
[x] shower: yea
[[FRiENDS AND LiFE]]
[x] Do you ever wish you had another name?: nah im content
[x] Do you like anyone?: i think so
[x] Which one of your friends acts the most like you?: Mary
[x] Who have you known the longest of your friends?: Jenna and i apparently go back to pre school i found out...
[x] Are you close to any family member?: my brothers
[x] Who do you trust the most?: probably nicole and alex
[x] When have you cried the most: when i have "talks" with madre
[x] What's the best feeling in the world?: to be in love- no experience but i can imagine
[x] Worst Feeling?: uncertainty
[x] What time is it now?: 11:46
[x] Do you have a best friend?: 3
[x] Do you get emotional often?: yeah
[x] Do you love your friends?: indeed
[[OTHERS]]
[x] ever fallen for a friend?: yeah...
[x] you are___?: dumbass?
[x] you know anyone that is feeling you right now: never
[x] could u live without the computer?: sure
[x] how many people are on ur buddylist?: 123
[x] like watching sunrises or sunsets: if im up for sunrise i will watch it
[x] what hurts the most? fuckign sweatbees are bitches
[x] trust others way too easily?: yea
[x] is cheerleading a sport?: im not of authority
[x] last time slept with stuffed animal: ummmmm no idea
[x] houses lived in: 2
[x] schools gone to: 3
[x] would you shave ur head for $5000: probably not
[x] age for marriage: its legal at 18
[x] last film seen in theatre: spiderman 2
[x] what do you eat for breakfast?: bread with jelly
[[RANDOMNESS]]
[x] i love to____with _____?: poke smot/ whomever
[x] what was the last thing you ate?: a york peppermint patty
[x] the last person u talked on the phone with? mary
[x] favorite drink?: club soda
[x] do u wear contacts?: nah
[x] hugs or kisses?: both
[x] what book are u reading?: Dry
[x] the loudest person you know: that'd be me
[x] favorite gear: ?
[x] your backyard: green
[[FiRST THiNG THAT COMES TO MiND]]
[x] Thong: in my closent
[x] Sandwich: mmm tasty
[x] Fuck: what if duck meant fuck and fuck meant duck
[x] Purple: the movie angus
[x] Love: i wish
[x] Elephant: big
[x] Sugar: mmmm
[x] Harry Potter: my lover
[x] j: erry garcia
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[11 Jul 2004|11:16pm] |
my mom said shes gonna call diane garbarino (one of the principles at OMHS) tomorrow.
options if i dont get re-zoned... i hear dropping out isnt so bad.
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